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I'm not like anyone else around me. Writing helps me get out what I keep bottled inside. The good, the bad, the beautiful, the hideous. I can get it all out by simply grabbing my laptop or even a pen and a piece of paper and jotting down how I feel at that particular moment. If it wasn't for writing, I'd be and even bigger basket case than I am now.

Wednesday, December 14, 2011

And this is how it ends.

I don't know what I want....
You...him...any one of them...
Most girls would love the fact that I have so many options, but really...I just want ONE that will love me unconditionally.
Who needs those guys when I have one?
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This shit isn't easy.

Saturday, October 22, 2011

Whistling while I blog

I'm happy being single.
But that doesn't make me happy in general.
But, I'm getting there.
On my own.

Friday, September 23, 2011

By now

You should know...

I meant every word.

You think I want you back?
HellNo

I have people in my life that don't make me feel like shit.

Good day sir.

I know my day will be. :)

Tuesday, September 13, 2011

Ahh, karma

I told you so.

Ahhhhh, it feels SO good to finally say that.
You had your chance....
You screwed it up.

Nice to know you realized what you lost.
About.Time.

Table turning revelation.

The day we met, I can't forget.
I was drawn to you instantly and yet,
We never tried, we just said goodbye.
Now look at how the time flies.
We had something.
I wanted you so.
But instead of holding on,
You let me go.
So don't forget the day we met.
Cause I'll bet.
You'll wished you'd have let..
Me love you like I wanted.

Friday, September 2, 2011

sometimes I see you sitting beside me.
most days I hear your voice.
but none of that matters
you already made our choice



I won't say that I miss you.
Because I don't.
You were never good for me.
And I knew that.
But I held onto,
Maybe, What if?
Maybe he'll change.


yeah....right.

I was a fool to believe that.
I knew that you didn't want me.
And now I'm glad you turned me down..again.



I'm better off this way;
Better off without Y O U.

Monday, August 15, 2011

You were horribly mistaken.

Say goodbye to me.
I'm done with the games.
You can't even speak,
to whisper my name.
Just walk away from me,
and let me be strong.
I'm sorry that you weren't able
to prove me wrong.

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Thursday, April 14, 2011

breathtakingly beautiful beyond belief

See how the heat rises between us!
Passion’s path, familiar
Yet somehow new-
Can’t. Get. Close. Enough.
Hearts beat in unison
My breath catches-
You call my name-
We are steeped in the salty perfume of our Satisfaction
Once again, my love,
You take my breath away!


I can't begin to describe how you make me feel. Your touch brings heat that not even the july sun can compete with. You have a look that sends chills throughout my body and makes my heart jump through my chest. I feel completely at ease whenever I am around you, like we belong together. Without you, I don't feel the same, like a piece of myself is missing when you are no longer near.

People may not understand the way we work, but that is okay with me. I've come to love everything about you. Even the way you tend to shut down because you don't want to say something that will hurt me. It seems to me that everywhere I go, I am reminded of you and the joy you bring into my life. I can't even think about my life before I met you. It seems like a bad dream I've had years ago.



I will never, ever get tired of seeing your face.
I hope that one day I'll be able to prove how much you mean to me.
Waking up to you everyday is what I hope is in my future.
Because darling, you're breathtakingly beautiful beyond belief.
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