It comes and goes so easy.

I liked how you made me feel.

The talking came naturally.

It was nice.

I needed it and I think secretly you did too.

But I don't think we're in the cards.

We spoke about our past.

When you love someone, it's hard to get over.

You're not ready for that, and maybe, truthfully, I'm not either.

I'd rather we not risk it and I keep you in my life as a friend.

But I'll always wonder. 

I choose you

You were so cute tonight.

I seen you when you walked in but I pretended that I didn't.

You walked by and touched me gently and I turned to you and you walked away.

Then you came up to me being all cute and stuff and I just don't know if I'll ever be able to not blush when I see you.

I want to see where this goes.

If there's anything here.

Please be gentle.

First love

Hello again. 

It's been awhile.

And by "awhile" I meant 9 years.

It's so good to have you back. 

Revelation

Last night I had an anxiety attack and it was bad and I was scared and it took me forever to go to sleep.

When I did, I dreamt of you.

You were holding me and kissing my forehead, you told me you loved me.

We don't even talk anymore, you're no longer in my life....and you're still the only person I know that can calm me down, even if it is in my dreams.

Thank you, DNS. 

DNS

Good God.

That dream.

You.

Those words coming from your mouth.

Waking up with my heart pounding because I know that my dream will always remain just that; a dream.

You grabbed my hand and placed it over your heart and said, "I love you, brooklyn. Do you hear me? I. Love. You."

I love you too, I always will.

Nothing and everything.

A poem won't bring you back

A rhyme won't make it better

But I can't help but feel like

We should be together.

Was it me?

Or you?

Or both of us?

Were we scared?

Unprepared?

For that amount of lust

We were a chemical reaction gone wrong

But why did it feel right

We made an atom bomb

That wasn't ready to ignite

So

Many

Unspoken

Words

I never wanted this

You weren't supposed to make me hurt

I said I'd never stop

And I haven't

But you and me

Go back and forth

You could call it a bad habit

I need you

I don't

I want you

You won't

Admit to shit

You'd rather quit

And say it was fun

But now we're done

You were

Are

Will always be

No good for me